life of a law student.
I am at that point in my journey where everything seems hopeless. Literally everything. It is like the not so calm “calm” before the storm. I am working on the bar application (kill me). I am waiting to hear back about student loans to cover the bar prep course (ugghhh more debt). Graduation is in a month and I don’t want it to be over (stockholm syndrome). I have no job and no prospective jobs at the moment (fucking peasant). And I just feel like I have no one in my life I can lean on for support. I have people there if I ask them to be there for me, and I know it would hurt them to hear me say it, but I just don’t feel like I have anyone just…. there for me, without me asking.
I just feel like everything is crashing down around me all at once and I try to catch some of the pieces but it is just too much to handle on my own. Part of me just wants to start 1L year all over again.